I have just read back through this blog and I can't believe how everything has changed!! I haven't written for the last two and a half months but my life has transformed in that time.
I continued with my homeopathy, my therapist and also had some hypnotherapy over the last couple of months and I am like a different person.
My marriage is over, I am beyond happy about this. It has allowed me to go forward, move on and become the person that has been suffocated for so many years. I am the embodiment of happiness, contentment and joy right now. My life is peaceful, exciting, fun and being lived on my terms. I have nobody ruining my life any more!! No constant anxiety or fear or worry or trying to figure out wtf to do. It is absolutely marvellous!!
If only I could get every single woman in an abusive relationship to experience their own lives 6 or 12 months after leaving their partner...even for 1 day, I know they would find the strength to leave the men who are dead set on destroying their spark, their personality, the very essence of their being.
I am living happy with my children, I feel like I am free to be me for the first time since I met my husband as a teenager. This has been an incredibly long and difficult road and I can only be thankful that it is now over (well, the worse of it, he is still my children's father) and I have my whole life of joy, happiness and freedom ahead of me.
Abandonded in Arizona - Okay... so I should've known better than to hitch a ride to AZ with him for Thanksgiving. I really didn't even want to go but he sorta pushed it. He said h...
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