Yes, I am feeling down, lonely and stressed again. The lows are not as low as they were before, but they are still here and I still need to deal with them. The emotions seem to be lasting longer now... I'll feel positive and upbeat for a longer period of time but then downbeat for longer too. But the highs are less high, the lows less low. So it's kind of evening out a bit, if you know what I mean.
Just over two months since we separated so still obviously a long way to go. You don't recover from a 14+ year long relationship in two months. Of course, we are still communicating and it's not just 100% 'over'.
I'm just fed up of everything at the moment. Fed up of stress, being on my own with the children, having money problems, uncertainty, huge responsibility. I'm sick of it all. I wish I could fast forward 6 months :-)
Abandonded in Arizona - Okay... so I should've known better than to hitch a ride to AZ with him for Thanksgiving. I really didn't even want to go but he sorta pushed it. He said h...
6 years ago